Ending note: dont let adderall change who you are and if it is atleast acknowledge it, and let the person who you are with know. Much love DeeZee. Motivation to clean, energy, even brought her libido back. Will I ever know ? I have felt like I was going crazy. Whenever I tried to get a job, I was just so socially awkward on Adderall, I couldn't get hired. On the other hand, the other person would probably welcome you leaning on them more because they are way more into you than you are into them. Ive tried before but this time I think I pulled it off well. I have him everything I have , will he backfire against me an continue to lie to me or will he see how much I care and finally be truthful to me ? It took me so long to trust him and yet Im stuck thinking, was I too quick to trust? Much love DeeZee, This past summer i started a relationship with a beatiful young lady that was off for the summer adderall. I wasnt the one who misused my medicine I wasnt the one who had to go get help I wasnt the one who did anything all I did was offer love and support and what I get in return is loneliness . I think its wearing off. Anyways did not mean to steer off topic there just blurting my thoughts out. It almost feels like you cant survive without it. She expressed her fear of the drug to me however I told her itd be okay, I was on the same drug for my ADHD and it was working well for me (however I took stimulants on a daily basis such as caffeine in large quantities because I work nights) and I was able to cut down on the amount of caffeine I was taking because the Adderall helped keep me alert. I cant go see my grandparents because shes living with them until she makes the leap to NY with this soulmate. The crash took the lives of a local teacher and his 5-year-old daughter. ok im done. I guess I never really accepted that I was the problem but honestly I can track the last four months and see when things were their best I wasnt taking the drug. visit every month and although he doesnt want me to go, he thinks we will be fine. However, as is the case for another amphetamine derivative methamphetamine, or meth, some of the Adderall neurotoxicity effects on the brain may take a year or more to fully repair themselves, NIDA explains. It has been a downward spiral ever since. Im married to a wonderful man, who is also very focused on his work. So I watched my closest friend, my sister, my cousin, become a shell of a human. Its a lot harder to make a perfect boyfriend than it is to find him. We would go to the zoo, beaches, movies, etc. It just makes me wonder who he is trying ton convince. I know if it were not for the vyvanse and alcohol perverting and contorting my brain I would have never done this. Dont be afraid to fail. About a year ago i started to notice some changes in my wifes behavior. You don't appear to need your partner at all. It may not display this or other websites correctly. I build swimming pools for a living and have my own business. This is causing insane self confidence issues & im someone that used to be confident. I explained to her that wasnt weird at all, yet she insisted that it was so strange & unlikely and that they were twin flames. So I get to NC and I get to my ex bf whom became my boyfriend again, we date, I do not get on my plane home and we begin planning a life together. At what cost? She began to become angry and irritable extremely fast, also she started to sleep 10-16 hours a day for days at a time. I know it is poisoning himI just want to help him. I dont think he is going to be on Adderall once summer vacation begins, but hell be back on it once school starts. Silent Death - Serotonin Syndrome- Hormones Matter She must think I am crazy. Because my time on it was shorter, though I took double what you take for the last three months, I can function without.

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